Friday, October 5, 2012

Dream vs Reality

I've wanted for years to leave America.  To live some where like Canada or Europe.  But I probably won't ever do it.  For one, I have a lot of health problems.  Epilepsy and I don't feel like going into my mental/emotional illnesses.  Two, it'd be a new culture with a different mindset than the one I've grown up with.  And Americans are thought by a lot of people as stupid.  And third, I have a hard time making friends in the country, culture, and mindset I've grown up in.

I don't know anyone in another country who could help me with all this.  So it just doesn't seem logical.  Or even do-able.  I wish with all my heart I could live somewhere else.  Europeans have a different, and in my opinion better, mindset than we have in America.  Yeah, yeah, I'm not a good American but I can't say this country has been amazingly good to me.  So don't sound off to me that I'm a horrible American, because I'm not.  I hate this country and want out.

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