Are you serious?

You don't want to be friends.  But, you want to be there for me, you still want me to vent to you, you still care about me, you'll never stop caring about me...you just don't care enough to be friends.  What are you thinking?  That doesn't make sense.  And why am I just finding out about all this stuff that was bothering you during our relationship?  Why?  I used to confuse you with my randomness but now your confusing the hell out of me with the fact you withheld this information and your general actions.  I give up...I feel amazingly defeated, especially with another friend acting exactly the same way...