Hospital

There are times during the day (mostly at night, actually) when I think I should/need to go back to the psyc ward.  I don't know why.  This just happens sometimes.  Usually when something is going on with me psychologically.  Do I tell my parents?  I never do.  Because I don't want to go.  It's confusing.  I've been drinking more than I ever had lately, though I never drank much.  I hate it all...