Trance

I self induce trances and can see her around me.  She's dressed in a light yellow, lacy dress every time.  I don't think she ever owned one in her life before.  Once I was listening to a song, "If I Die Young", and was in a self induced trance but it was broken when the lyrics became so messed up.  It was inexplicable.  They made no sense.  I see her every time I enter a trance.  It's comforting.