Depressed by an unlikely source

Very unlikely indeed. Funny cosplay videos on youtube. The two main cosplayers are in a lesbian relationship. Some of you might know them, Jen and Kelly, videos posted under the name jenxthejinx. But the reason it depressed me is because that's what I want, a wonderful woman and they always look so happy together. Though I may be pansexual (look it up), I prefer women. I've had one relationship and it was long distance, I've had my fill of those already. I want a physical relationship. Where the person is here, beside me, where I can touch them, and they can touch me. Real love has always been missing from my life. I've never been loved the way I wanted to be. My ex loved me but put her video games ahead of me. It was often hard to believe she truly cared... What am I supposed to do? A love lorn woman looking for a partner... Love doesn't come when you call. Not lasting love.