Heartache

I had a huge break down about my sister this afternoon. My heartaches. It feels like an oily black dragon thrashes inside and enjoys my pain. But that's how it seems to have felt for years... Maybe it just gotten worse, since I'm noticing it on a regular basis now. I had become numb to a high level of it... Everything feels magnified, too. All the negitive things seem to light up like neon. But I guess that's good. If something becomes or feels like enough of a problem, whether it be loneliness or being around obnoxious people or whatever, you'll fix it. Of course it's much easier if you know how...