My Boyfriend

I love my boyfriend, don't get me wrong but it's a long distance relationship.  It drives me crazy!  For many reasons.  One is the lack of physical contact.  Sometimes I just need to be held.  Sometimes I want someone to hold my hand.  But he's across the country, so I can't get that...  It's almost like I'm still single.  No, not almost, it frequently feels that way.  I don't know what to do.  When I'm upset, when I need that attention, my eyes wander and my heart questions.  He doesn't want to move from California to here.  But I CAN'T move from here to California.  The doctors I have are too good to be easily replaced.  One of them, it would be nearly impossible!  I have no clue what I should do...