Scared of me

It seems like a lot of people are scared of me.  From what they say it's because I'm utterly unpredictable.  I don't like that people are scared of me.  When I thought about it, though, I realized that they're right.  My friends who play/have played D&D say that I'm chaotic neutral.  I've seen demotivational posters about chaotic neutral and a lot of them have the same phrase "Might save your life, might steal your car".  I like being unpredictable.  I have no regrets or apologies about that, but I can be frightening.  I often sound dangerous and will sometimes change my opinion multiple times in only a few minutes.  I guess it's good that I'm aware of this.  Unfortunately, I often become aware of it a few hours after it happened.  If I were to put a semi positive spin on all of this, I could say that people like me are the ones who keep life interesting and keep people on their toes without being violent.