Lover vent

I wish I had a lover, specifically a female one.  Though being bi-sexual I have little objection to a man.  My standards for a man verses a woman are different, which only makes sense.  The problem is that I have trouble going out alone, which means I don't have many friends, so I don't have anyone to help counter act my shyness.  All of these things play into a viscous cycle, keeping me hiding at home.  So I suppose it would be a miracle if I found a non-long distance lover.  One can always dream.

Honestly, I'm pan-sexual.  But because so few people know what that is I find it easier to just say bi-sexual. For the many of you who don't know what pan-sexual is, it's like bi-sexuality but more extreme.  You can fall in love with anyone.  Tran-sexual, bi-sexual, homo-sexual, straight, you (hopefully) get the point.

I'm not good at explaining really anything.  Which is why I tell people I'm bi-sexual, just about everyone knows what that is.