Didn't know...

I didn't realize what I was doing.  I didn't know I had developed a negitive stigma around this place.  I didn't know.  But I'm glad someone told me.  I never knew people didn't like me.  I always thought I didn't register on their radars.  Which is why I never really cared to try and be great to them.  I didn't realize they took much notice of me.  I need to fix that now.  I need to learn to stop doing it regardless.  I have to learn to socalize properly.  I don't want to be hated or disliked or frowned upon.  I don't mean to do the things I do in socal situations.  They just...happen...